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About Me Member Shadow Deviant SpawnOfSatans-Sis666Female/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 2 Years
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Fri Jun 26, 2009, 9:09 PM
  • Mood: Emotional
  • Listening to: Who cares...
  • Reading: It doesn't matter...
  • Watching: The crying red emoticon...
  • Playing: nothing...
  • Eating: too depressed to eat...
  • Drinking: too depressed to drink anything...
Why do I always fuck things up? Why do I hurt everyone? What is it about me? Am I incapable of keeping a relationship going? I wish I was better at this... I really do... I'm tired of people getting mad at me... And I'm tired of fucking things up... I'm tired of regretting the things I've done... Anyone who knows me, knows I don't cry... Well, tears come far too easily lately... It feels like I've hurt so many... Most stop talking to me... Others distance themselves from me... Maybe that's what my mom was doing... Maybe I hurt her without knowing it like I have so many others that she decided to move... I don't know... All I know is that I've fucked up AGAIN... With someone I love so deeply the thought of losing him tears me up inside... He won't accept my apology... Or return my messages... I just don't know how much longer I can go on like this for... I don't know what else to do... I've done everything I can think of... You can all disregard this... It's not that important... Just a mere lament...

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I write poetry mostly, but I dabble in a lot of things. I make icons, I take pictures, I edit pictures, and I'm good at editing, if I must say so myself. I've been told so by those who've seen my editing work. You can note or comment me if you have a request. :) I'll do what I can.

On another note, this is what I'm like as a person. I'm a one of a kind girl, I love to hang out and have fun, I'll do pretty much anything. I'm not a fan of sports, I like emo and goth guys because I can relate to them better and they can usually care more and love someone more than most others, but I try to give everyone a chance. I've been surprised before. I love movies. Like, all kinds. I'll watch pretty much anything. I don't get scared easy. I'm not girly. I mean, I dress like I am occasionally, but I hate skirts and dresses. I don't wear make up or do my hair. Brush it and go is it. I don't pretend to be anything I'm not, and I don't change myself for people. I'm really caring and compassionate even when it hurts, and if you're on my good side, I'll be protective and there for you, but if you're on my bad side, things won't go well for you. I like to laugh and I'm sarcastic and funny. Ask anything else.

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Texas
  • deviantWEAR sizing preference: XL
  • Interests: Texting, watching/buying movies, IMing, poetry, music, friends, etc.
  • Favourite movie: Princess Bride, Sweeney Todd, The Simpsons Movie, Monty Python and the Holy Grail, way more
  • Favourite band or musician: Bless The Fall, Soilwork, Mudvayne, way more that won't fit here
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock, metal, instrumental, etc.
  • Favourite artist: M.C. Escher
  • Favourite poet or writer: Edgar Allen Poe
  • Favourite photographer: Lizzy
  • Favourite game: Zelda, Mario Party games, and Boom Blox
  • Personal Quote: 'If you're a ninja, then I'm Marilyn Manson.' "All hail thee, Marilyn Manso
  • Tools of the Trade: Pen, camera, computer, etc.

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thx for the faves

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I love you.You love me.Come On!!Lets Go Kill Dumb Barney!!tic tac toe 3 in a roe barney got shot by a G-I-Joe.Doctor Said 'Oops Barneys Dead!!!'
thank you for all those favs luv. hope things are going a bit better.

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I used to beleive in Jesus Christ, but i also used to beleive in Santa Clause.
Ehh, not really. But it works. And you're welcome, Dear.

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~Amy~
OMG RAIN'S WET!!!!

"It doesn't work anymore! I've been shooting them off one after the other and it just doesn't work anymore! I'm all out of fluid!" ~Brandon when shooting off fire balls (fluid=lighter fluid)

<needs another funny quote here>
thanks lv for even more faves and i really do hope things get better for you.

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I used to beleive in Jesus Christ, but i also used to beleive in Santa Clause.
You're welcome and thanks. :)

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~Amy~
OMG RAIN'S WET!!!!

"It doesn't work anymore! I've been shooting them off one after the other and it just doesn't work anymore! I'm all out of fluid!" ~Brandon when shooting off fire balls (fluid=lighter fluid)

<needs another funny quote here>

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